Monday, January 26, 2009
Saturday, January 24, 2009
foundation

I'm not sure I like the notion of me talking about my life on the internet for any person to see, and judge me for what I have to say. And lately that has been my difficulty, letting others accept me as I am. so I will remain modest with my feelings in a WWW blog, maybe one day, we will all find that one person, that we can tell anything to, and not seem transparent to the entire world, even if it's just one person that see's us.
My mind is all over that map. my concerns include sacrifice, in order to live you have to sacrifice living. I own nothing, and nothing owns me, so why am I so anxious? The belief that I will lose everything I am involved in now, due to a mistake, or misunderstanding, much like my previous lifes. I do not like dwelling on the past... There seems to be no definition that could be stamped on my soul, I can not be branded like cattle, thus I seem to find no obvious answers. All the logical ones exist in text, but I'm looking underneath all the unturned stones, and all I see is moist dirt. perhaps this is adult hood, self reliance and sacrifice.
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